hmm...CALL IT HURTS!

Waktu 6 bulan itu gak lama. Gak banyak waktu yang bisa dimanfaatin. Lebih tepatnya gak bisa manfaatin waktu dengan jangka waktu secepat itu. At least, He'll move from this place. Rasanya gimanaaa? Rasanya cuma bisa cengo.. Awalnya kaget. Banget. Kepo baca-baca tulisan-tulisan 'dia' daaannn...sikap kepo gue malah bikin sedih bungcudh! Bakal 'ditinggal' (mungkin) selamanya makes me RRRWWWW! Yaa kira-kira rasanya kayak lo deket banget sama cewek/cowok dan lo nembak dia ternyata lo cuma di friendzone-in.

Friendzone = Keadaan dimana gebetan kamu cuma nganggep kamu sebatas seorang temen, nggak lebih.
Iyaa, sakittt hati ini sobbb... Sakiiitttttt!

I dunno what to do. May he get what he wants and don't forget to always pray five times a day. May god bless him.

Cheers, Hanny Anggara

True or False

I am a cuddler - True

I am a morning person  - True

I am a perfectionist - True

I am a sensitive person - True

I am an only child - False

I am Catholic - FALSE

I am currently in my pajamas - False

I am currently single  - True

I am currently suffering from a broken heart - False

I am okay at styling other people’s hair - True

I am left handed - False

I am addicted to my myspace - False

I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - True

I bite my nails - False

I can be paranoid at times - True

I currently regret something that I have said - True

When I get mad I curse frequently - True

I like someone - True

I enjoy country music - True

I enjoy jazz music - True

I enjoy smoothies - True

I enjoy talking on the phone - True

I have a pet - False

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal - True

I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” person - True

I have all my grandparents - False

I have at least one sibling - True

I have been told that I am smart - True

I get higher then C’s in school - true

My GPA is higher then 2.5 - Haven’t been through that before

I have broken a bone - True

I have Caller I.D. on my phone - True

I have bathed/showered with someone - False

I have changed a diaper - True

I have changed a lot over the past year - TRUE

I have done something illegal - True

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair - False

I have had surgery - False

I have killed another person - False

I have had my hair cut within the last week - False

I have had the cops called on me - False

I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t - True

I have 3 different personalities.

• the one where I’m out-going and loud.
• the one where I’m shy and quiet as fuck
• the one where I hate everyone and every little thing bothers me.

Selebihnya Sunyi

Dinding kamar tak pernah sedingin ini
Bisik detak jarum jam semakin menggema di tiap detiknya
Sarang laba-laba, ruam jelaga
Dan sebuah tuhan, terduduk, berpangku tangan, di sisi kanan ranjang kenangan

“Maafkan khilafku, mengejawantahkan cinta yang terlalu besar padamu,” gumamnya lesu

Selarik napas panjang, tertahan dalam-dalam, tak mau biarkan diafragma lengang
Biar penuh, biar sesak, biar pecah!

“Setelah habis tangis ini, tuhan… ajar aku merelakan. Lalu dengan remah kekuatan, izinkan aku mencinta dengan bijaksana, seperti belum pernah kau dan aku ciptakan sebelumnya.”

Pekik kehilangan
Sempat memekak
Semakin lindap
Selebihnya, sunyi abadi
Sebuah hati, sekali lagi mati

 

"Lalu Tuhan, berapa kali patah hati lagi yang harus kulalui, sampai akhirnya kutemukan hati yang tulus mencintai?"